Astronaut Reveals Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse After Historic Trip

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the wake of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also featured high-profile passengers.

The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a social media post, referring to a phone call from a mission companion in the period after the flight.

She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”

Buried Under Misogyny

The researcher, who has focused her career on female health science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her scientific research and years of training to the symbolic importance of her roots – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.

Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.

Finding Solid Ground

Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she wrote.

She noted that even with the backlash, important benefits had come out of the flight, such as increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.

Flight Details

The fully automated spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that passed the Kármán line of outer space.

The team of pioneers also comprised leaders in multiple disciplines.

The company behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company established by a Amazon founder.